Another "sorry for the hiatus" journal that will end in another hiatus.
I'm still trying to find another full time job. I currently work a part time where I've had to put in extra time because our boss left suddenly and unexpectedly, and apparently I'm the only reliable person they have (???) So I've been working every night from 1-8 and it sucks. The pay is horrible. I don't even want to talk about what a waste of time it is. Whatever free time I have has been for looking for something else or getting yelled at by my mother. Whatever. I'm tired of it all.
I have a TON of commissions that I still have to do. Plus some that I've done already and have no idea who they were for. I've already mixed up some people and sent wrong art to them or told them theirs was done when it's not. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tempted to go through my paypal and just refund everyone. I think that's the best thing at this point. I have people who don't respond to me and then people who keep asking me for a response... it's all a mess. I'm the worse business person. Totally in the wrong field.
With that said, I think once I do get settled at another job, I'm taking a long break from the art stuff. I've said that before and I always crawl back to it but I think I've had all I can take at this point. Tired of getting my hopes up.
WITH THAT SAID, I'm struggling to get to Bronycon and I'm going to New York Comic Con as a guest. I'm excited to go to NYCC but Bronycon has been nothing but a nightmare. Totally done with Ponies.
Sorry, if you follow my twitter, you'll know I've been more crappy than usually lately (what a shock). I keep saying to stay positive and everything will work out, and it doesn't. Just keeps blowing up in my face. Pretty much finished with it by now.
Bye for now.